Mad and angry

I tried not to get mad with the boys especially having the third baby. I know getting angry will more or less affect the baby and my emotion. Today, I was so mad until I throw the books on the floor to express my anger towards the boys.

Evan was sobbing sadly after seeing mom getting mad crazily. I know he is so afraid and I am regret that I acted that way. Sometimes, I just feel that I put too much pressure on them and on me especially during the school time.

No more angry, no more mad. Promise.....